hMm !.
hellooo..
well, aniwae, so sorry to the Gays coz i went MIA for few days last wk without notices & cant be contacted suddenly.
well, tats becoz i went to Camp X..
well, here it goes..
on the 140409, i tot it was jus an Orientation day for all of the students of Temasek Polytechnic..
& wat i mean by Orientation, is tat; jus get to noe each other classmates, say Hi!, make frens, then go round the school..
BUT, i did not know bout a CAMP until i reached the sch..
futhermore i was late at tat time..
i followed the Enrollment Book, & it says 9 am starts, so yea, i came a little late at ard 9.15am, & did not find myself alone stranded...
aniwae, FOR ONCE i braved up my courage & said HIE! to tis Unknown GIRL..
well, tats becoz i knew she was looking for the Orientation place too..
so yeap, chatted up a lil bit, & finally we found the place for registration which is at the Auditorium...
aniwae, i forgot to ask for her name.. sheesh..
then rite before entering the Auditorium, coincidently met Syafiq, one of the Graduates of MOI & somemore my former Lecturer's fren & oso the actor in my Short Film tat was Directed by my fren Radzhi.. so coincidents, but sad, coz he jus graduated.. if not could ask for tips & guidances.
so yeap, i tink he jus help out in the camp as in charge of Media & as the alumni i guess..
aniwae, wat a cool guy..
oh well, during registration, ther is a bit blur for me. i mean not a bit, but BLUR!
coz yea, my name is not even ther..
n i was like, "oh damn, don tell me i hav not been enrolled yet!"
so yea, but i tink again, how can tat be, coz i already gotten my Admin no.
oh well, so yeap, they asked me to key in my names & particulars, so i did..
then i was being placed into a group name Korey!..
well, the registrar still can ask me is it okey if i go into Korey?
i was blur & lost so i jus said Yea.
so yeap, tats how i ended up in Korey.
i guess tats fated..
aniwae, went straight into the Auditorium for the 1st time..
so damn lost, somemore after some time i realised the tag was supposed to be on my left sleeve but i paste it on my chest.. Dumb!.
BUT still, one of the GL whom i got to noe her name is Apple, notice me n guided me to Korey..
so yeap, so Freshie yet so blur.. sheesh..
after the intro & all tat, we were moved out to the Triangular Garden..
then got to noe these 3 wonderful GLs: Eric, Su & Yong Yu..
so yeap, of course for the starter we all do ice breaking stuffs..
its quite a good start off coz everyone jus feels blur...
aniwae, tis is the most hated part, coz i need to make new frens all over again..
coz i already hav frens in sec sch, so then when i went to ite, i mus make frens again, then now, go poly, make new frens again.. so its like, mus keep intro urself, tis and tat..
but aniwae, we did nothing much in remembering each others name..
but yea, at the end of the day, everyone is a good fren..
oh well, the day move on so slowly, after the intro, we had some station games.. for a starter too, we all did quite well, but the ting is we were not so enthu.. well, everyone doesnt noe each other tat well though.. somemore im a shy guy when im wit a grp of ppl tat i don noe..
oh well, aniwae, the games were not bad either, coz it does make my brains working..
so yeap, after all tats done, we had our lunch at the Design canteen.
it was during lunch tat, i GOT to know tat, ther will be a Camp for the next 3 days 2 nites..
then i slowly to clarify wit my new clique, on wats happening..
oh yea, i wanna really THANK Azli for giving me the extra Consent Form, without tat form i could not stayed back overnite during camp.. & oso thanks to him tat i slowly suddenly realised tat the Orientation needs to be registered before hand, & yeap, most of the students r freshly O lvl grads & some ITE Jan intake grads..
so yeap, i was left tinking tat im the Only one from ITE April intake n was stranded in the building tat came Unregistered in the first place..
aniwae, as we slowly move on to the next hour, we went back to the Auditorium to meet wit the Director i guess. during his speeches, i slowly gather information bout wat tis camp is bout..
its like, i got to noe everyting by myself, & tats quite hard for brain cracking somemore from a scratch..
aniwae, after tat we went to the Sports Complex to do some activities including the Mass Dance.. it took us hours ther..
learn a new dance move for the song Are You Gonna Be My Girl by Jet. so yeap, had to partner wit a gal, & luckily the gal is the sporting type tat can learn dancing...
so yeap, we freshies had a fun time for a 1st day..
& of course, all look so innocent..
then at ard 8pm we can get ready to go home.
but before go home, i went to clarify my matter on how come my name is not ther to my GLs..
so yeap, i said sorry to them coz i don even noe bout the camp n i jus camp unprepared..
but as the day goes by, i slowly realised & yeap, at the end of the day i got the idea wats the camp is bout..
tat leaves me wit 2 choices.. to stay or back out..
i can still stay coz i already gotten the extra form from Azli..
so yeap, aniwae, during the activities, one of the programmers got say tat the everyone has put in alot of efforts in making the camp went thru & told us not to dissapoint the GLs for the hard work.
so yeap, tis is 1 of the reason for me to come back for the camp on the next day..
another reason being is tat, i hav a feeling tis Camp X gonna be damn fun, & yeap, im proven rite.. & futhermore, ive come tis far for 1 whole day & already gotten to noe my Korey group members..
so yeap, went straight back home, pack my bags, ask my mum to sign the forms, then i fell asleep.
aniwae the next day must meet up quite earlier..
so yeap, the 1st day of Camp has jus begun....
to be continued...
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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
hMm !. Design Orientation Camp 2009, Camp X! (unregistered). 140409 to 170409.. sheesh..
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
hMm !. gonna get tings out of my head,. heh. 010409.. sheesh
hMm !.
helloo...
well, ive been gone for quite some time lately..
donno if anione got miss me or not..
haha.. having wishful thinkings..
oh well..
though quite lot ive been MIA from blogging..
but well, atleast i did try to hav a little time with my Blog.
so here i am..
in fact im kinda lazy to type it at home..
well, since im at the Woodlands Regional Library here so y not, type a post for once..
aniwae, today i woke quite early than usual,
well coz i had earlier plan to go library alone...
i woke up at ard 10+am... if i got no plan for the day, the latest time to wake up is ard 3+pm..
tats when my mum would die2 wake me up to do my prayer..
sigh, how lazy i am..
oh well..
the first ting i woke up was get up on my bed, n head straight to my not-switch-off computer since yesterday...
n yeap.. straight to Facebook webpage..
oh well, tats the only webbie im active whenever im online..
then by the time its going to 11am, my mum suggests tat we 2 go to Yew Tee MRT Station first to go to the Bank.
once reached at the POSBank, head to the staff counter n ask bout opening a new account..
well, after the staff fill up the form, then we realise tat in order to create a 2nd account for me esp, mus hav a $500 in the account..
well, tat was far from my mum's expectations coz she intend to deposit a $100 in my 2nd account..
oh well, we did not do the 2nd account in the end..
aniwae, after tat we went to Causeway Point as planned coz she wanna eat Ice Kachang..
well, its my Mum's Favourite since her childhood days i guess...
n yeap, i bought 2 Kway Teow Cockles. 1 for me & 1 for my mum. but she doesnt wan to eat the cockles. so it was my lucky day to get few extra cockles..
aniwae, while eating, i pop up tis question to my mum..
i said, " have you ever watch movie before?" (of course in malay la..)
well, her rply was never...
then she ask me whether i got watch before or not..
i abruptly said i wan to watch, well she said "no need la, at home can watch movies online wat.."
oh well, i already expecting tat answer..
lol.
i guess, my mum & dad doesnt go watch movies before during thier prime years..
sigh.. tot of ajaking them go watch nice movies, but nowadays i don tink lots of movies suits them.. n oso i don tink they got the mood to watch too
haha. oh well..
well, after eating, my we went separate ways.
she had to go to Cold Storage to buy groceries, & i had to go to the library..
hmm, shud hav followed my mum to Cold Storage & helped her wit some load abit..
oh well,
aniwae here i am, in the library from 2+pm till now, 4.30pm..
found a good spot tat has a power point plug at the 4th floor....
actually i donno wat am i doing in the library for..
well, not for my mum's laptop, i could not do aniting but draw wit blank imaginations..
tats just how i am today.. aniwae, quite unhappy wit myself coz i forgot to bring my Portable Hard Disk & my usb cables too...
sheesh..
so damn boring wit no music & cant even charge my mp3...
sian...
BUT thanks to Imeem i can log in & listen to music anitime...
oh well, aniwae, the purpose for me going to library is jus to relax my mind...
it can be stressful when staying at home when thers nothing to do..
well, actually not thers nothing to do..
it is me tat im lazy to do aniting...
so yeap.. might as well waste my time outside..
n yep, surrounded by school girls too in the lib...
heh...
oh well, jus a quite bunch of noisy secondary school kids..
n furthermore im not surprised coz mostly malay kids..
sheesh.. wats going to happen to nowadays malay kids...
sigh.. i donno. im sure they gonna be more worse than now...
flashbacks.............
well, i wish i could go back to the secondary school days esp in Sec 4 & Sec 5...
well, back then, i realise the meaning of love, but still quite immature n still doesnt know how to express feelings..
especially not in Sec 2 wher i made a stupid decision to fall in love..
well, i shall call tat immature love tat last for 1 mth 17 days..
the number of days still stuck in my mind... oh well.. sheesh..
still, it was a whole lots of experience in falling in love...
i still remember back in Sec 4 in 2005, kinda fell in love wit tis Malay girl in my class..
well, i was like wow, i got myself a popular girl in school, but tings started not to go smoothly as the years ending... its not those quarrels2, but its like tings suddenly drifted apart..
aniwae, back then she already had someone, n i guess i did not understand tat she seems not to be okay wit her current... so yeap..
back then i also did not understand her situations.. so its kinda selfish & childish for me to do tings jus to make her jealous...
in the end, i blew my opportunity...
tat girl soon to dissappear & then reappear..
sigh.. well, she is the type tat are well like & also well hated by most ppl..
to me, she is jus dazzling.. i donno.. sheesh...
if oni i was ther for her during those difficult days..... oh well..
aniwae, a lil secret to share, she is the only girl to kiss me eventhough we r not couples...
well, its like a Puppy Love...
well, then went to Sec 5 wit a mere luck of 10 pts for N level..
then came someone into the picture.. it all started wit an sms a year before..
back then in Sec 1, we were not tat close..
oh well, i mus say, i salute to u for confessing to me first..
sigh.. aniwae, its great to hav u being my ex-lover..
well, i noe its not easy to confess to someone whom you love to the most..
well, af first i did not notice who tat guy you were referring to, u were like giving me lots of hints. saying He or Him instead of the name tat lead me clueless..
but slowly, as we get closed, i could feel the hinting, n yeap, in fact, i started to fall in love wit you too... but well, i suddenly tink of the impossibles coz we r of different races..
furthermore wat will people say.
but well, as the days came nearer & you cant tahan expressing out the GUY you loved, i already knew tat HE was in fact me all along..
well, i was like so damn touched, n lost of words.. cant tink properly, somemore, it was the O level period...
but still i managed to hav a 1st Pool Date & a REAL DATE with you..
it was kinda impromptu.. i jus teach you some basics bout pool..
i donno if its useful.. but well, it was a hell of experience playing wit a Girl alone...
then we went to the McDonald's next door jus to do some revisions, supposingly...
well, i seriously feels very shy, well, you know tat..
BUT the ting is, i donno HOW it suddenly happens.. well, i mus say i feed u the French Fries all of the sudden, & yeap, you gave me a response..
well, you know wat, tats the BEST moment tat i won ever forget...
oh well, so sorry for saying all these things out..
sigh....
im jus so lonely so suddenly..
feels kinda mellow, im not tat strong in being SINGLE..
but to fall in love again is someting tat i hav lost for so long..
i cant seem to hav the guts to even look in a girl's eyes..
i will feels shy if i donno tat girl much..
well, im sure those who noe me will tink tis is crap..
oh well...
tats jus the way i am..
maybe practically im kinda shy, but if u knew me well, im jus a guy who needs some company...
errr. not so desperately.....
but well, i will jus keep on living my life to the fullest & see wher it leads me next..
aniwae, so sorry to Prakash & Shyukur for not being myself yesterday during Soccer Training.. well, i seriously donno wats happening to me lately..
well, i hope after today im being fine, & can get back on track for 2mrw's training..
aniwho, i forgot to mention tat ive been going on soccer trainings wit Prakash & Shyukur for the past 2 wks..
it starts off pretty well. n yeap, we hav set a 3 days a week of training.. which is Monday, Tuesday & Thursday..
well, its great training wit these guys..
atleast they can practice their shootings & their set-pieces while training me...
well, it feels good getting my bum sore from diving....
oh well..
sheesh..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
hMm !. A Letter From Me To FA0704V with LOVE!.. sheesh.. 120309..
hMm !.
helloo..
well, im back here atlast...
but well, its the end of my school days n now the LONG holidays hav already begun..
donno when will my National Service Enlistment Letter gonna come..
*sucks*
aniwae, since im not schooling animore, all the memories in class i had, came flooding in my mind.. coz, its like a piece of sentimental value tat will not be lost forever, unless i kena loss of memory.. *touch wood*
anihow, the Draft below are from the Bottom of my Heart wit LOVE!
haha.. oh well..
i wanna say thanks for the opening of FA0704V group in Facebook..
its been a long time for me waiting for our class group to be open..
aniwae. i got tis mixed feelings on wat to do next..
i donno how you guys felt though..
oh well..
here is from the bottom of my Heart..
everyday go school till tink of nothing.
but go school oso don feel like going..
but now finish school, donno wat to do already.. haha. oh well..
sigh.. gonna miss my COM in class badly.. tats the ONLY 2GB RAM COM ive ever touched!..
got CS, got Left 4 Dead, got all other un-important software installed too!. opps.. n not to mention tat DAMN virus tat affects my COM now at home.. tsk!.
of course, not to forget, my VIOLENT Classmates.. FA0704V.
i guess our "V" means "VIOLENT" for our class ONLY, & tat makes us special.. because of you guys, ive never ever look down on ITE!.. i mean, i go school wit the ITE uniform wit dignity.. (now jus kinda envy wit the juniors, coz they gonna get NEW type of Uniforms.) sheesh.
well, it feels great to go class wit you guys around..
Wake up late together,
Always hav Cheap Thrills,
PLAY CS secretly.. sshh...
kena BANNED from class..
all cover our asses together..
i guess tats wat a true blue VIOLENT class r made off..
well, from FA0704P

to FA0704V, it is a 2 long years journey.
i guess it is fated to meet you geeks..
aniwae, i maybe really a shy guy, but when im wit you guys around, i guess im not tat shy though. im more open wit you guys too..
because of this, i also learnt many great tings from all of you..
all i can say is, it is Worthwhile for a lifetime for having a class like tis..
i mean, its really2 GREAT to hav you GAYS being my GAY!.
i mean friend.
we should also NEVER forget our beloved Ms. Sri. well, she is always be there for all of us..
& where else in the world can you find a lecturer jus like her? agree-d?
aniwae, i feels very2 happy for her coz, tis is her 1st class she took over from Mr William who only took us for the 1st week, n yeap, her first class has finally graduated..
although there are lots of stress situations she had to went thru jus because of us,
BUT still a Big Kudos for Ms. Sri... pee weett...
haha.. well, 2 years seems long yet so fast. aniwae, we all should also not forget the others Lecturers tat hav taught us, like Mr. Riduan, Mr. Neo, Mr. Vince, Mr. Chwa, Mr. Ee & of course Mr. J..
although, some of them may always hav doubt about us..
but who cares..
i mean, we all did care for our asses.. n yeap, we did impressed them rite.. haha
oh well.. i really hope to see you guys again, (some of you i might be seeing on next monday.. go school? for wat?) maybe on the streets, who noes.. its a small world after all, its a small world after all. its a small, small, world.
last but not least, a thousand apologise to everyone. who noes i might hav hurt you guys feelings. (sian, now cant disturb Ah Wei in class. im sure its hell sitting next to me, rite Ah Wei?) haha.. jus kidding..
ever need my help, im sure to give any assistance..
PS: although i maybe a Good Boy, i can be a Bad Ass at times too you noe..
BUT remember this for all your life, a quote from Mr. J "Karma is a Bitch!."
& another quote from Bus 24 Indian Uncle Driver.. "Wat Thank You?"
(serously, tat maccha is very rude. i already said "Thank You", although we did not stop the bus in time, n all he replied is "Wat Thank You?, then say tis and tat la..)
aniwae, in aniting you do, jus remember Mr. J's quote alrite.
sheesh..
Monday, February 23, 2009
hMm !. been away for far too long.. 071008 to 230209
hMm !.
helloo...
well, its good to be back here..
first ting first, i wanna apologize for the sudden absent from updating my blog for like almost 5 months..
well, the last update was dated back in 061008..
n tat was during Hari Raya season..
n yea, rite now, i guessed its time to finish back the story from wher i had stopped at..
hopefully i can still remember it all though..
3 days later on the 09108, tat was the day my Grandma had her final rest..
(so sorry to those who still thought tat my Grandma was alrite.. but well, today 09100, is the day she had her last breathe.. may Allah s.w.t bless her soul. Amin)
for some reason i did not slept on the nite before.. n was like watching tv the whole morning jus to keep me awake. i do wanna camp at the hospital but its too late until a call came from my relatives to pass on the saddest news.
the time was like around 6+am n i remember my parents n my aunt from Perak who were staying at tat time are being awoken by the sudden call..
i already knew wat was coming..
aniwae it was a quite sombre morning..
so yea, i decided to go wit my dad n my aunt to the hospital..
we all left after our Solat Subuh.. (well, typing all these brings me back the memories n moments i had at the hospital at tat time)
once we hav reached at the hospital, we met some of our relatives..
1 of my cousins had already made the arrangement wit the Woodlands Muslim Casket i guess..
so yea, well, i jus cant describe the atmosphere at the ward.. its too solemn, somemore early in the morning, wher most people are still in bed.. it was ther then i started to feel sleepy, but all the while i tried to be awake.. somemore had to entertain notorious 5 kids..
aniwae, while waiting for the casket to come, me n my dad stood beside my Grandma bed. i could see n felt his feelings.. well, we did tried holding back our tears seeing my Grandma's body being covered by the bed sheet.. although the curtains were closed, the outside was obvious to wat is happening inside it.. well, still we all jus stood by the bedside, offering some prayers till the casket man arrives at around 7+ am.. they were quite late though..
then we all had to step aside in order to give them some space to transfer my Grandma's body to the metal casket..
seeing my Grandma's body being transfered to the metal casket, really makes my heart heavy.. its like... i donno... sheesh..
oh well, then after all tats done, we went to follow the nurse to the mortuary..
i still clearly remember tis.
during tat journey i saw some inspirational writings by famous ppl wit some colourful backgrounds. tis was at the Carpark basement.. n it was one of the writings tat i clearly recognised coz my team had used it before.. it was exactly the same..
it says " Every Exit is an entry somewhere" by Tom Stoppard..
well, of course tis catches my attention..
i even had a glee on myself. but still, sadness was all over me for the day..
aniwae, i remembered someone told me tat the patient tat was staying beside my Grandma's bed had recently passed away on the day before.. i was like quite puzzled coz i tot tat auntie had been discharged coz she looks fine, but getting to noe tat she had already passed away, tat was sumting tat i couldnt comment bout..
well, at the mortuary, only me n my dad stayed behind to wait for my Grandma's body n the rest of my relatives had already head back home to get changed n to get the ceremony prepared..
all i noe is tat my Grandma's body is being cleaned by the hospital.
i guess, tats the standard procedure for the dead bodies once they r allowed to leave the hospital..
well, then, the casket man took my Grandma's body back to my Aunt's house at Marsling Drive me n my dad went back home to get changed.
i quickly took a bath n get changed.. after alls done, i even got the time to take a nap while waiting for my dad to get ready wit all the papers n documents tat is needed esp the Death Certificate.. well, i got a glimpse on my Grandma's Death Cert, n yea, they nvr stated my Grandma's birthdate but only state the year she was born.. it was 1917... well, she is very2 old..
well, aniwae, i still remember the way how my dad drives us 2 to my aunt's house.. quite scary coz never before he drives tat fast, but well, i could understand how he felt..
well, we reached our aunt's house at ard 11 am.. n i was told to do photocopying the death cert coz my dad did not print enough..
aniwae, my aunt's block is number 6, which is jus beside a small marketplace.. tat was wher my memories of me n my late uncle came back. when i was in the primary schooldays, i would usually stay over at Marsling for like 1 to 2 wks during the holidays.. tat was when my late uncle used to take me around the neighbourhood in his cab.. soon after he left tis world, i stopped staying over. not becoz im lazy but coz of studies.. tat was the period of time until now im feeling quite guilty coz everytime my aunt will ask me the same question, "so long nvr come & visit me"
oh well, i still got a long way to go now..
still, i don wanna keep stopping halfway..
well, went thru the marketplace alone, hoping to find the stationary shop to make the photocopies.. well, finally found it n went straight back..
once i reached back at my aunt's house, i was greeted by quite alot of visitors.. i do still remembers them, coz yea, some r my aunt's neighbours, n some r my long distance relatives.. even my mum's n dad's bestfriend n colleagues dropped by.. not to forget my Teck Whye friendly neighbours..
the house was of course so cramped n it was like a small but big gathering during Hari Raya, but sadly it is wat they called Takziah.. in other words, visiting the dead's family n gives condolences to them..
n oso, at my aunt's house i met my mum n my 2 younger sisters.
i guess, my sisters did not went to school...
well, all the men were waiting outside, chit chatter..
me of course taking care of the 5 notorious kids, who were playing at the stairs..
well, though they r still kids who barely knew wats life is, i do hope when they grows up, they will understand how meaningful a Life is..
at the meantime, the women inside were preparing the stuffs for the ceremony, n of course, ther is the process of "Mandikan Jenazah", which means "Cleaning for the Dead".. n yeap, since it was my Grandma's body, of course only the females can touch n cleans her.. it would be best if the kin or the family members do the bathing or cleaning.
for me, i hav yet fully learned on how to clean for the dead.. coz, nauzubillah (gods fobide), if the day had come wher my dad had to leave this world, i will surely clean his body.. allahua'lam (only god knows)..
(in fact, jus now, 220209, my mum jus showed me a video clip from youtube bout the process of funeral.)
after all had done, the person who led the ceremony was a famous Ustazah.. well, ive forgotten her name but all i noe is tat she is very famous for her motivational speeches done in many mosques.. of course, friendly too.
well, it was during the procession wher by the family members had to come forward 1 by 1 to kiss on the forehead of the dead body.. in fact anyone who knows the dead can too. well, it was during tis tat i really2 tried holding back my tears.. i was like the last few to kiss my Grandma's on the forehead. n yea, i still cant describe the feeling...
when tats done, the men gets including me gets ready to perform prayer for the dead.. tis prayer is somewhat speacial coz we don n we cant bow to the dead during praying. it was becoz, only to god we bow n submit. tats jus how life is, by Him we r created, n to Him we submit.
when tats all done too, we all head down to the void deck.
tis is wher my dad had the most difficult part in offering a small speech n some prayers.. in the end, he asked someone to take over.. seeing him like tat really makes my heart heavy..
well, we all then left n head to the Muslim Cemetry at Jalan Bahar..
the lot we head to was very new..
well, i wish i could be the one to help lifting my Grandma's body to the grave, but 3 men is enough to do so. n yeap, my dad was 1 of the 3 men.. of course, he is my Grandma's only son..
all i could describe bout the atmosphere, was so damn solemn.. everyting happens within a day..
well, tats the process for we Muslim do when after someone dies, it is advised to bury the dead body immediately on the same day.. ther r alot of reasons on y we had to do so.. well, its oni a matter of getting to noe bout it is up to us..
aniwae, after everiting is done, me, my dad n my cousin went to the nearby surau to clean away the dirts on our feet..
at the same time, ive recieved a call from 7-11...
tat was oso the day tat i gotten a job from 7-11 n was told to come for work on the next day from 11 am till 7 pm.. BUT i went n kept tinking its 11 pm till 7 am..
cant be blame though for wat had happened the whole day..
then we all went back to the Marsling Drive house..
we all had some rest, atleast all of us at the house had a peace of mind except the 5 notorious kids...
oh well..
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talking bout my NEW job..
i MISSED my 1st DAY!.. i was like wth..
i only knew bout it when my dear good fren Pie went to inform me tat the manager was waiting for me..
but aniwae the manager said it is okie, n i was told to come the day after again..
aniwae, she was the best manager i had.. though she is the typical auntie type but not the kaypoh2 type..
so yeap.. 111008 was my first day of work wit 7-11.. tats y i started not to update my blog.. its all becoz of the schedule..
n yeap, here is a summary of my working experience of only 2 months, ive learned alot mostly bout LIFE.. i mus say thanks alot to my manager n my colleagues for teaching me new tings..
n oso to the customers who patronise my shop.
well, wat can i say, some r strangers but in the end, some of us become like buddies already..
it was in tis period of time tat i met all walks of life, be it from the poor to the riches..
well, i even make fren wit real ex-triad member. he himself does not like nowadays gangster wher stare a lil bit, wanna whacked..
aniwae, tis guy told me his tragic story n yeap, i will not forget his advices too..
sumting trivia, to be honest, i prefered the olden days gangster than nowadays ahbengs.. n tat is y i like MAFIA.. aniwae, i don wanna debate on Oldies or Nowadays r better..
still, i prefer the Oldies..
n of course, not to forget abang Zailani aka abang Bob,
we both works night shifts together for like 2 wks.
n later on i got to find out tat he was 10 years senior from CHESTNUT DRIVE SECONDARY SCHOOL! which means, he went in 1992 n grads on 1996, n me in 2002 n grads on 2006. well, we r 10 years apart.. still....
i was like OMG!.... u noe, like the girls tone saying OMG!...
well, ther was i, having a glee wit myself again..
its like, it is really2 a small world.. u bump as a stranger, but later on, getting to noe tat u r somewat related..
well bro, thanks alot for some advising & teaching me too.. he still remember the late Mr Liao.. (damn, i tink i mispelled it)
for sure, some of the teacher tat r still teaching now he still remembers.
esp 1 teacher he won forget.. Mr Lee Han Kiat..
well, i shud say he was his nemesis..
oh well, i miss those times when u told me ur secondary school stories..
well, i donno y currently rite now i got some trouble in contacting u..
hopefully u r doing great in ur new career.. take care bro..
aniwae, ther r LOTS of tings i wanna share bout my working experience..
but i guess, ive forgotten some part of it. well, should hav blog oftenly..
oh well.
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n so for school.
lots of tings hav changed..
even i hav changed i guess..
although i felt guilty of sleeping in class becoz of working nite shifts..
but not long after i quit my job during New Year's Day.. atleast a fresh start of the year although not really starting of the year,. it will be my LAST term in school. which means ard 3 months left..
alteast its not too late too begin disciplining my ownself in coming school early..
well, for sure i did tat during tis period of time..
well, aniwae bout my FYP, i really2 prayed hard n hope tat me n my team could pull thru atleast my class all get to graduate..
well, i really love tis class most.. though not everyone comes to school everyday, but the understanding we had among us is somewhat great.. for sure i do believe, we all had a great time together too..
well, tats all i can say bout it..
ther r other tings i wanna say, but i cant seem to convey it here. but its okay, as long as im alive n kicking, i will for sure do great n good tings in LIFE..
well, i mus really thank Ah Wei for his big collection of great movies.. n of course, the movies i hav watched recently r all bout life..
n i mus sure recommend Seven Pounds to everyone...
its a really nice movie acted by Will Smith..
if it can moved me, im sure it can do the same to u too...
aniwae, "A Person is still a Person no matter how small they are" from Horton Hears Who?...
oh well....
sheesh...
Monday, October 6, 2008
hMm !. lets PAINTBALL! go go go... sheesh.. 061008
hMm !.
well, today, is the day tat ive been waiting for soooo lonnng...
& yeap, it had finally arrived...
well, like i said earlier, been looking forward to it...
today's plan will be playing Paintball at the Red Dynasty at Bottle Tree Park, which is near Khatib MRT Station..
well, tis outing all thanks to Mr Chwa.. another beloved Animation Lecturer..
& yeap, supposingly ther r a total of 4 classes going, but end up, only 2 classes turned up...
but i can say not 2 classes tho, coz my class only 4 Kids turned up, Me, Alep, Radzhi & Trevor..
& for the other class ther r like around 14 students..
so yeap, altogether ther r 16 kids wit 3 lecturers, Ms Sri, Mr Neo & Mr Chwa..
well, we all had to meet up at the Khatib MRT Station by 2 pm..
well, at around 2.30 pm to 3 pm, while waiting for the rest, it started to rain...
well, quite heavy though..
& tis quite dampens my mood for paintball.
well, if raining mus postpone...
so yeap, we then walked all the way ther drenching in the rain..
we passed by few blocks, & then a park...
so yeap, once we reached at the place, we settled our stuffs down, & dried ourselves...
well, the session starts wit some briefings & rules & regulations...
the guy briefing us hav good sense of humour, alteast all of us r entertained...
well, lastly before we go shooting..
we were told to hav a 3 groups of 5 & 1 group of 4..
so yeap, my V class were in 1 group wit Ms Sri. well, she is our Class Advisor ma.
& the rest r in their groups..
well, my group r the Group A battling the Group D first..
& yeap, weve Won!..
its like, we played the game very fast.. & yea, i did not get to shoot more..
waste bullet sia..
well, atleast i manage to carry out 1 of the objectives of taking the flag back to the starting line..
the other objective is to find & carry a brick-like back to the starting line.. it was successfully done by Radzhi..
& tats y we Won the 1st Game...
so yeap, while exiting the field, all our legs & knees r like shaking...
& yea, i never tot tat my Adrenaline rush r so fast..
its like, i could hardly breathe..
at the end of the 1st game, i tink i got shot 4 times, 1 on the head, the rest on my thigh..
but it was all worth it..
later on i got to noe tat the one tat shot me on the head was Mr Neo..
well, its because i shot him on the head & he wanna get his revenge..
but well, in fact, i donno if my shots r directly hitted...
then we sat aside & watched the next groups play..
well, of course, bullets & shoutings can be heard..
well, its like a Mini War Game.. shooting & fulfilling the objectives..
then when they came out, my group & group C had to get ready...
well, tis 2nd Game an extra Objective has been added..
which is to get another Flag planted onto the cone tat is located at the middle of the field...
well, sounds easy but it is tough though..
tis time, same tactic but switch flanks wit Radzhi & Ms Sri..
coz, the 1st game, me & Trevor will storm the Left Flanks, Radzhi & Ms Sri will storm the Right Flanks..
we all storm the fronts while Alep covering us fires from the Centre...
so for tis 2nd game, i changed flanks wit Radzhi..
well, we 2 manage to get the 2 objectives done..
now left the main objective of planting the flag..
since ive finished my job, i quickly go to Alep & took hold of the Flag & ask the rest to cover me..
well, i can say its like a dramatic scenario..
well, in the end, i successfully planted the flag & tis ends the game wit my Group winning again..
well, of course, i wanna Thank my group for the Teamwork & for covering the fire...
hmmph.. it is so tiring at the end..
legs shaking, heavy breathing could be heard..
& yeap, my legs r not only shaking, i did get some cramps later..
well, then we sat outside again to watch the last 2 groups play & then we all called it a day..
it was so damn fun, wit all the excitements.. aniwae, we purchase the Unlimited Life & 50 bullets (i tink more than 50 bullets le) Package for about $36...
well, aniwae, after the Paintball session, we all went to get changed..
well, of course we mus, after all those paintballs splattered at you & somemore all the sweats..
well, some of my frens got a lot of bruised or shots from the paintballs...
its quite painful though, but it will go off very fast..
after tat, then we all celebrate Daniel's Birthday, it was 2 days later i guess..
so yeap, his cake really looks like a BIG Hamburger..
not bad eh, celebrating a Birthday playing Paintball...
then, before we head home, we all head down to the McDonald's near the Khatib MRT Station ther till 8+ pm...
actually, i tot, the whole event could finish early & i could go home early too..
but well, everyone is so shaggy & need some rest first...
well, at ard 8+ pm, then we all head back home...
so yeap, after all, it was all worth it, although my Hari Raya pocket money are all finished...
but still, i jus wanna say, tis Paintball event cant be described by words..
gotta feel it & enjoy it..
well, gotta go..
Echo 5 ready to go...
oh well..
sheesh..
Sunday, October 5, 2008
hMm !. Sunday. sheesh.. 051008
hellooo...
well, today is Sunday, 051008...
n yeap, today, had already made plans to go out shopping since ytd couldn't make it..
aniwae, woke up quite late today at ard 11 am..
then meet up wit Prakash & Pie at the CCK MRT Station..
so yeap, as planned, we head down to Novena Medical Centre...
well, the first ting we head to once we reached ther is to go buy my new shoe.
well, it is the shoe tat ive described ytd.. & yeap, finally bought it
but rite after i bought it, i was like 2 minded in whether im satisfied wit it or not..
Prakash too agrees tat whenever he bought tings, he will feel like 2 minded of satisfaction after buying it...
sheesh..
well, we then proceed to Velocity, & head to IP Zone..
im gonna buy an IP jacket... BUT, today, when we reached, the Jackets tat r displayed on the stocks tat time r gone, but now differents stocks r ther instead..
so yeap, we were making 2 minded choices, & decided to go makan first..
well, Burger King & KFC were crowded..
again, we went to Long John Silver, which is not crowded..
so yea, we ate & ate & ate & ate..
we lepak & chit-chatter for awhile...
till Pie's parent called him to go home..
so yeap, before we all go home together, we go around Velocity for awhile...
well, exploring the area & finally, we go back to the IP Zone, & me & Pie bought the same jacket but of course different colours...
well, after tat, we went straight home by MRT...
well, yea, jus another Sunday has been..
oh well..
sheesh..
Saturday, October 4, 2008
hMm !. Pool day, Saturday.. sheesh.. 041008
hMm !.
helloo...
well, today is Saturday, 041008, n yeap, most people will take tis chance of the day to go out jalan-jalan raya..
well, not me though..
well, i woke up at ard 11 am i guess..
& the initial plan for the day was to go out shopping..
but Pak Pie cant at the last min..
so yeap, i came out wit an alternate plan, which is go play Pool at the usual place...
& of course wit my Pool buddy, Prakash...
hmm, can say, we 2 will play Pool together w/o fail...
at ard 5 pm we meet up at the Pool place..
& as usual, we had a great time..
n i can say tat today's pool was quite different, maybe too many tycos...
so yea, we played for almost 2 hrs 30 mins.. & as usual too, Prakash will won the game first
he beat me 10-6... our usual game rule, race to 10 first is the winner..
oh well..
then, it was like ard 8 pm, we go buy our dinners..
i went to buy Shrooms Burger & Popcorn Chicken at the KFC,
then accompany Prakash to Al-Ameen.. he bought 2 chicken rice i guess & 6 prata kosong...
well, its for him & his brother i guess
well, then, i reached home wit the house empty...
well, my Dad & my younger sis had gone to my Aunt's house & my Mum & my youngest sis had gone to NUH...
well, in the end, it was jus another day..
sheesh...
oh well..
Friday, October 3, 2008
hMm !. another same old day... sheesh.. 021008
hMm !.
hellooo...
well, hie..
today, is Friday, 0310008... & its a 3rd Day of Hari Raya..
well, today, had to go back to the 7-11 at Tan Tock Seng Hospital jus to send our IC & Passbook copies..
hopefully, me & Pak Pie can start work by next wk.. Insya'allah..
though, sch gonna start soon in ard 1 1/2 wks time...
well, i guess, it is time, tat i MUST divide & manage my time WELL!
hmm, well, as usual, like ytd, planned to wake up by 9.30 am, & meet up wit Pak Pie at ard 10 am..
BUT, both of us woke up at ard 10.30 am, & of course on different beds & homes..
so yeap, at ard 11+ am then we finally meet up at CCK MRT Station..
well, once we board the MRT, i did not notice tis gal at first, but on a second glance, i jus remembered tat she was my former Religious Class classmate..
well, in my religious class, im very the Ghuai-Ghuai type! & i can say tat, i was quite popular becoz of my Mum, who is well like by her students & also she teaches at the same Mosque tat i went to on the same Nite..
so yeap, everytime when, going back home time, ther will be usually few gals standing ard at the entrance gate waiting for their pick-ups.
so yeap, as usual, my Mum will went up to them & chit-chatter for awhile..
so me, being the Anak Bujang, stand not far away from my Mum, looking innocent wit a bit of Macho.. ehem.. ther are gals tho..
well, i nvr mixed wit the gals in the Mosque since i started my Nite Class since young..
but to me, among ALL of the gals in class, she was like, errr..
well, aniwae tis Gal is really the typical next door & down to earth type..
aniwae, im sure she was from a well-to-do type family..
well, tis is the gal tat i typed about in my few months, i mean last year tat is..
hmm, found it atlast. been searching it thru my Blog Post Archives..
it dates back to 261007...
tat was the date tat i mentioned bout tis Gentle Girl.. n yeap, tat post was bout my last 2 wks of my Friday Nite Class..
oh well, back to topic, finally get to see her again..
well, i donno y, but i cant help to see her smiling-always-face..
well, it was so short-lived tho coz i board the train at CCK MRT Station, & she had to alight at the Yew Tee MRT Station.. big feeling she is staying in tat area..
so yeap, before she left the train, saw a guy standing next to her, chatting wit her..
well, i guess she was wit him all the while tho..
so, then, i donno y again, i assumed it was her BF.. well, who noes..
so yeap, said to myself, "dang, kan da melepas... tunggu lama-lama, kan dia di ambil org."
tat was crap tho.
but yea, tats jus me, i shud hav make the move first, but oh well..........
nothing to say..
haiz...
sheesh, since both me & Pak Pie woke up quite late & both of us are still feeling sleepy..
we both got our seats, & yeap, the next ting is tat, we dozed off all the way to Novena...
well, we r quite damn tired..
in fact, Pak Pie was feeling kinda worried bcoz, scared tat we might not hav the time for our Friday's Prayer...
but in the end we did..
after we send our copies at the 7-11 store, we quickly went to take the MRT & alighted at Somerset MRT Station..
so yeap, we made it in time tho to pray at Masjid Al-Falah..
jus nice, & we manage to settle down for the Khutbah.. & yeap, did our prayer as a Makmum..
it will be a great blessed if we nvr miss out Friday's Prayer..
so yeap, after tat, we quickly had to go back home to get change for the Jalan Raya..
well, the plan was to meet up by 1.30 pm..
BUT, me, Pak Pie & Bear went to meet them up quite late at ard 3+ pm..
coz we all got something earlier on though...
aniwae, it was totally a Great Day today..
i was very in awe tat some of my frens could actually drive coz they've gotten their Licensce already...
& they drove their cars too..
so yeap, the rest split up & we tompang in the cars..
ther were a total of 2 Cars & 1 Motorcycle altoghether...
atleast, tis time, we jln Raya, together-gether..
not bad eh...
tis made me feel like going to take up LICENSCE real SOON!...
oh well, Insya'allah, end of tis year im gonna go enrol...
so yeap, we all had a Great Day today..
we enjoyed ourselves much..
& yeap, it was filled wit Laughters..
in fact, i actually, not looking forward to tis outing, but, in the end, it had made my day tho..
its good to catch up wit old frens after a year or 2 of not meeting up..
oh well, so for the day, i reached home at ard 12+ am jus now..
my stomach was so damn bloated..
& aniwae, while im blogging rite now, my Mum had made me a Green Apple Juice Drink..
its fresh tho, coz she made it herself & in other words, it was homemade..
aniwae, it was so SWEET of her for making tat Green Apple Juice Drink bcoz, she knew tat ive got a High Blood Pressure..
& she said tat, it will help me reduced it..
aww... THANKS Mum!..
well, gotta go to bed now..
its 3 am on 041008..
if not, 2mrw i will surely got High Blood Pressure due to lack of sleep..
oh well..
chao!
aniwae, last but not least..
a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FARIDAH on 041008!
hope you enjoy your day later.....
& get well soon too!
sheesh..
oh well..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
hMm !. 2nd Day of Raya... jus another day. sheesh.. 021008
hMm !.
helloo...
its the 2nd Day of Raya today...
well, nothing much for me though
today, instead of go jalan2 raya...
me & Pak Pie had to go to the Tan Tock Seng Hospital 7-11 store...
well, we r very happy & r looking forward to tis interview...
but then, i really wanna apologise to Pak Pie first coz, making him panic early in the morning...
well, its because, I Woke Up LATE!... hee.
30 mins later then i woke up.. coz, the planned time to meet was at 10 am..
so yeap, at 10.30 am, i was like blur, & yea, later on i was very kanchiong...
well, woke up late somemore...
well, aniwae, today Prakash oso went to accompany us..
so yeap, get some tips from him, coz he worked at 7-11 before for a short period of time..
well, yeap... we took the train at ard 11 am i guess..
aniwae, once reached at the Novena MRT Station, we were wondering which one is the store, coz yea, at the Novena Medical Centre ther is 1 outside..
so yeap, we tried our luck to find the store inside the Tan Tock Seng Hospital..
well, the first ting i found was not the store, BUT the nurses...
err, well, you noe i noe...
oh well, finally we found the store..
hmm, as usual, we both were like scared to approach the store manager ah, which i was being told the other day tat his name was Mr James..
so yeap, me & Pak Pie, braven up our semangat, & approach tat store manager..
well, he looks like a malay guy, but when r asked, "r you Mr. James?"
n yeap, its him.. i guess, the way he speaks, the accent is Filipino...
well, nice guy he is..
aniwae, we were told to fill up the forms, & then he briefs us roughly wat its like working in 7-11,
so yeap..
its a Store & More...
before we head back home, we were told to submit our Photocopied IC & Bank Passbook along wit a Passport sized Photo...
all these will hav to be submitted by the next day..
oh well..
then, we decided to go makan at Velocity...
well, it was my first time being ther...
sheesh...
well, go find makan place, but most r crowded coz its Lunh Time ma...
oh well, KFC, crowded, Burger King, crowded..
so yep.. left Long John Silver...
luckily thers a table for 3 of us..
so yeap, we ate, & ate & ate...
after tat, went to explore the Velocity...
well, nothing much though..
aniwae, so some clothes on sale..
so yeap, plan to come back again another day to buy a jacket from IP Zone..
well, nothing much, we walked to the next building which is the Novena Medical Centre, went browsing, & yeap, been looking to buy a new earpiece...
& thanks to Prakash for spotting a Electronic Devices store.
& yeap, found the earpiece tat i really wanna buy..
oh well, another fav brand of mine, Audio Technica..
sheesh..
well, before heading towards the MRT Station, passed by the Design & Comfort shoe store, & yeap, ther is tis shoe tat caught my eye...
& yeap, it cost at ard $28.90...
well, gonna buy it the next time i come here again...
well, the next plan for me was to go to NUH, but my Mum said tat she will go ther after Solat Asar..
so yep, i went back home wit Pak Pie & Prakash...
well, we went back at ard 2 to 3 pm i guess..
then once reached home, i was like kinda shag..
get changed, & yeap, fell asleep on my bed...
well, then woke up, do my prayer & then get ready to go NUH..
hmm, well, it was jus another day tat is..
aniwae, im not so looking forward to tis Hari Raya actually..
well, maybe, i got no spirit or the semangat to celebrate it.. i guess..
sheesh..
oh well..
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
hMm !. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.. sheesh.. 011008
hMm !.
hellooo...
well, today is the day tat we Muslims celebrate the victory over 1 long month of fasting..
so yeap, Anak Bulan pon da timbul..
btul tak Pak Pie?
sheesh...
well, "Saya dari pihak Teck Whye Lane, block 104, ingin mengucapkan,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI..
Maaf Zahir & Batin.."
hmm, n yeap, i wanna put all my 8 fingers & 2 thumbs together to ask for forgiveness to everyone, even though i might hav hurt your feelings unintentionally..
so yeap, we all shud enjoy tis happy moment in time..
well, today, since its Aidilfitri..
i woke up early at 7+ am i guess..
go bathe & get ready to go out for Solat Aidilfitri wit my Dad at Yew Tee..
we left our house at ard 7.45 am..
well, ther is an empty ground jus beside the Yew Tee Shopping
so yeap, Masjid Al-Khair had organised the procession for the Solat Aidilfitri..
well, everyting went well though..
so yeap, it was jus in time for both of us, coz once we reached the ground, the Imam was about ready to lead the Prayer...
after tat, as usual, ther will be a Khutbah, & as usual too, it will be about Aidilfitri..
well, after tat, i went to the Yew Tee Shopping Centre to buy some newspapers coz the provision shop downstairs will be close for Hari Raya..
well, 1 ting ive noticed at Yew Tee Shopping Centre is tat, they r in the processing of tearing it down i guess..
well, thers a new building rite beside it.. & it looks almost ready in few months...
oh well..
its been a long time ive explore Yew Tee area..
sheesh..
then, after tat went straight home..
well, as usual la eh, i quickly get changed..
then i go read the New Paper, read, read & read..
then i fell asleep...
well, from 10+ am till 1+ pm i slept so soundly..
i nvr ate much today coz ytd nite, been eating alot of Chickens...
after tat, as usual, its the 1st day of Raya..
get changed to the baju kurung outfit...
then, ask for forgiveness from my Parents..
tis part, im quite kekok ah..
i guess not use to ask for forgiveness? haha..
sheesh..
n yeap, then we family all ready to go..
the first house we gonna visit is the National University Hospital....
well, tis is the 1st time me & my family celebrates our Hari Raya in a Hospital..
well, as i hav said in my earlier posts, my Grandma is still being warded in the hospital..
but, today, is somewhat different..
the atmosphere is totally filled wit solemn & sober..
well, all the families from my Dad's sides turned up at the hospital bed.
hmm, though it shud be a joyous day for everyone of us...
but, tis time, its gonna be a sad day..
in fact, im quite feeling down today..
seeing my grandma in her sickness state, makes me open up my mind wat its like to be on a hospital bed, waiting for the time to go..
well, i had to use a bit better phrase bcoz, at ard 2 to 4 pm, my Dad found out tat my grandma was in the "Nazak" state.. in other words, ready to leave..
so yea, my Dad tried to hide away his tears..
but i could see tat his eyes were teary & red..
then, soon, all my Aunt's too, couldnt hold back..
they r my Grandma's children after all..
the bed was filled wit silence.. apart from the noise from the other beds.
upon seeing them, it makes me too feel like crying out...
well, i can feels how my Dad & my Aunts were feeling..
hmm,
*sigh..
i guess, im a sentimental type of person..
in fact, i tried to tahan my tears..
i cant help tinking wat will it be like IF my Mum or Dad or even the loved ones are the one tat r lying down on the bed..
*sigh..
i cant help seeing my Grandma's children standing beside her bed, weeping quietly..
in fact, my Grandma cannot identify who's who..
currently, her situation has gotten abit worsened..
she cant eat food bcoz her throat doesnt allow foods to pass thru..
so tat is y she is so skinny left wit skin flesh & bones..
but currently, both her arms started to swell..
well, its bcoz the doctor go insert the needle on her hands in order to feed her medicines..
initially, it was thru her nostrils. but it was very painful to see her screaming in pain..
so my Dad decided to tell the doctors not to insert any tube thru her nostrils.
tat was on the first day when she was admitted to the hospital, 270908,
so, rite now, the needle r being inserted to her feet..
*sigh..
it is so painful to hav a NEEDLE inserted on you for quite along time yea..
well, after tat, my Aunts & my couzins all left for my Aunt's Marsling Drive house..
left my Eldest Aunt & my Family at the hospital..
well, my Family actually had hired a maid very long time ago.. she is a very friendly person n yeap, of course we treated her like family..
but she was 'stationed' at my Aunt's house to look after my Grandma..
so since my Grandma is in the hospital now, she too stays overnite ther to look after her again..
hmm, i tink i wanna overnite ther, coz atleast the maid can go home & hav a good rest..
oh well..
hmm, in fact, the whole day i was feeling rather sad than happy on a day like tis..
bcoz it was unexpected to noe tat my Grandma is in tat kind of state..
so at ard 4+pm, since my Dad stays behind at the hospital..
me, being the teen at 19 yrs old, i decided to go back home & fetch some Surah Yasin books...
well, if a person is in the Nazak state, it is best for atleast a family member to read Surah Yasin & teach tat person to say out the Kalimah..
well, yeap, since my Younger Sis knew tat im going back home to take the stuffs, she too wanna follow.. we took a cab back home..
so yeap, once arrived at my block, my sis went up to take the books while im waiting in the taxi..
then we head back again to NUH..
then once we reached back at the ward, we immediately kept reciting the Surah Yasin, wit the hopeful tat my Grandma will go peacefully in Iman..
but Alhamdulillah, my Grandma is still breathing..
even when we had reached home at ard 10+ pm, we hav not heard any news from the hospital..
so yeap, we had to leave the hospital at ard 9+ pm..
but tats not all..
we all head down to my Aunt's house in Marsling..
so yeap, the rest of my Couzins r ther. so we can say, we continued our Raya celebration..
but it was a short one tho..
& we Teck Whye family left at ard 10 pm...
at the end of the day, today was quite somewhat different from the days we had for our past Hari Raya..
& it is today, ive learnt to open up myself, being understood bout how usefull & meaningful a life can be..
& today, i was countless on how many times my Dad had cried..
he is the youngest among the 4 siblings & the only son after all..
rite now, i don noe or i cant really2 tink straight..
maybe its bcoz of lack of sleep..
well, i guess so..
the next day, gotta go for 7-11 job interview at Tan Tock Seng Hospital..
for tat, i shall continue again..
then again, i would like to wish all the Muslims Brothers & Sisters,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! Maaf Zahir & Batin..
sheesh..
oh well..







